Monday, October 17, 2016
My eyes look up out the window, and I see the trees begin to bend and buckle under the might of the gales that the meteorologists, the newscasters, that everyone, even, it seems, God Almighty, told us were a-comin'.
The rain pounds upon the deck, the clouds roll and roil over the horizon, and I wonder what will come next.
But then the eye of the remnants of Typhoon Songda passes over. Calm reigns. The sun even peeks out to make its presence known. Knowing that the other side of the typhoon's eyewall is on its way, I take the opportunity to take the pups out for their afternoon constitutional.
Wood of all manner is splintered and shattered on the sidewalks. Some of it has come down from the trees. Some of it is from the remains of the signs of the campaigns of local politicians all vying for our vote in a few weeks' time. But they are, and remain, the general limit of the destruction of a force that we were told would be much greater, far more fearsome, and terribly more cataclysmic than what ultimately came to our homes.
The pups and I make a turn, the first of several in our usual route.
Meanwhile, half a hemisphere away, thousands of souls in Haiti are mourning their dead in the wake of Hurricane Matthew. Dozens of families in the United States are doing the exact same. Also from a typhoon--a hurricane. The words are different, but the fundamental nature of the phenomena is the same.
I know not why I was spared from the worst of a storm that we were all told would be greater than it was. But I have some inkling of an idea of why I was spared and why hundreds of Haitian lives were not.
The pups and I make our next turn, moving just a bit further and further away from the apartment we still, for at least a few more weeks, call home.
It is not so simple to just say that I won the birth lottery of the world, although I did. It is not so simple to just say that my country's neighbors, both near like Haiti and far like, say, Angola or South Africa, have been ill-served by not only their own leaders but by the world...although they have been. And it is not so simple to just say that the grace of the one true God somehow saw fit to spare an acerbic, scotch-swilling crank of a pastor on the West Coast while consigning so many souls just a few time zones away to death in a virtually identical meteorological event.
Oh no, simplicity is a luxury I can hardly afford right now. No, it must be complexity.
Another turn is made on our walk. The pups and I are beginning to walk back towards home.
Amid the calm of the typhoon's eye, I can feel the fire kindling within my heart. What is so simple--so very, very simple--to say is that if the people of a country like Haiti, or Angola, or any other of countless other places where poverty claims such a substantial number of deaths, is that if the people in Haiti had what I have--a sturdy home with a roof and a foundation, built to survive at least some manner of extremity, Matthew's bloodshed would have been far less.
More people would have lived, full stop. And that they did not is not a testament to the brutal nature of chance, of being in the wrong place at the wrong time, of it just being the time that your number got called.
Oh no. Like I said, simplicity is a luxury that I can hardly afford. And it is one that we can hardly afford.
I have seen so much of what the ancients would have once called the wrath of God in my five years here. I have stood in the path of a tornado, watched it blow the hat right off my head, and had my photos of its destruction splashed across the cybersphere for God and everybody to see.
I have seen much, and I have learned much, and I now know that what we chalk up, at least outwardly, as chance, is anything but.
It was not mere chance that hundreds died in Haiti while my I marvel at the lack of destruction in my home.
It was, and is, something much more than that.
I can hear the roar of the wind up in the skies. It is time to make one final turn back home, before the typhoon's eyewall passes back over us.
Of course the world is capricious. It has always been thus and will always be thus. The scriptures say in Ecclesiastes that the battle is not for the strong, nor the race for the swift, for time and chance happens to them all.
But the world's fickleness does not absolve us of our own global-sized culpability.
It is no accident that the greatest of death tolls in natural disasters so often seem to occur in places more impoverished than others. It is no coincidence, no cosmic chance of fate.
It is because our own iniquities and inequalities remain in a world so fragile and shakily held together that a gust of wind, whether from the big bad wolf of children's fairy tales or from a Category Five cyclone, can rend apart the so carefully built and assiduously put together life of an entire family, an entire city, an entire community.
Put bluntly, if I had less, and my fellow children elsewhere had more, these natural disasters would be both less natural--on account of (hopefully) less change to the climate--and less disastrous.
I have taken one small step towards that nascent pipe dream--I made a small donation to Doctors Without Borders/Medicins Sans Frontieres for Hurricane Matthew relief efforts. I would humbly ask you to do the same.
It won't be enough. I can promise you that.
But in the divinely ordained work of kingdom-building, it may well lay a brick or two.
Back inside, I see the rain pick back up and the winds howl, the trees bending against their force as they were earlier in the day. And I return to my writing secure in the knowledge that I will indeed see another day, another sunrise, and another message that keep praying has some semblance of the Spirit coursing through its words.
For it is with words that I continue to hope that faith may yet abide in the kingdom-bricklaying business that we all are in.
Yes, that may seem a simple proposition in the face of an immeasurably complex problem.
But if we remain capable of encouraging one another to lay a brick or two, then it will be a better world.
October 17, 2016
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